Optimism and talk only gets you so far, I'm sad to say. I find myself unable to detach myself from the computer, and it's definitely not for the benefits of my education. I'm actually a little concerned. I've always been the person who thrives under pressure, but I think I actually have too much to accomplish in the time that I have. Lists are my friends:
~Complete Learning Log #3
~Complete Learning Log #4
~Complete Learning Log #5
~Complete 3 page short story
~Complete 15 page novella
~Study for Philosophy
~Complete Philosophy take home questions
~Philosophy Final Paper
All of these things need to be done at different times, but EVERYTHING needs to be done by this coming Tuesday at the latest. And what exactly am I doing now? Posting a blog.
More talk.
Less action.
More failure.
Less productivity.
I need to figure out a way to reverse this cycle. I just have to pull myself together long enough to complete the semester. I've missed so much time my As are out the window, but I might still be able to extract some Bs. Will my GPA suffer? If course. But it'll suffer a lot worse if I fail everything completely.
FAILURE IS NOT AN OPTION.
I think I will attempt to just utilize my love of cyber space and allow myself a few minutes to browse/post/etc after I accomplish something. I simple need to focus myself, find my center, and apply basic practices and principles.
In better news, I was 161.4 this morning! YAY! At least something is going remotely well for me. However, I ABSOLUTELY REFUSE to be the girl that's education goes down the drain for her ED. I have big aspirations. Right now I'm being tested, but I WILL come out on top.
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